A looming postal strike serves to underscore a series of raw yet subtle questions that have only become obvious since I achieved indefinite leave to remain.
In the most cautious way possible, I am asking ‘do I feel safe now’ and ‘where do I belong.’
Both of these were irrelevant until I had the right to stay in the UK. I’m still ostensibly just a guest worker, a glorified visitor with benefits, but the new status does confer nominal permanence.
Finally, at long last, I have the right to live in a country committed to basic social equality.
No matter what criticisms my British friends might have of their homeland, I do love this country. I am thoroughly enamored to the extent I am not just willing but thrilled to pay massive taxes to support the NHS, and social housing, and state education.
The question becomes: does the UK want me? I’m not so sure.